Good god, boys are strange creatures. I already posted below about my run-in of sorts with S Thursday night. Tonight I texted BB for the first time since we "broke up" in September ( Read more... )

You know what the most tragic thing in the world is? When you finally finally finally get all the answers you've been looking for and it turns out that your wishful thinking was right all along and he always did love you, still does love you, and it turns out to be too little way, way too late ( Read more... )

Good Lord, I'm sitting in my living room alone at almost 11 p.m. (my editor just taught me how to do time-stamping this afternoon and apparently that is the way you do it) eating chocolate chocolate chip ice cream (with M&M's added) and watching chick flicks (damn you, ABC Family). You'd think I had a bad day or something. All things considered, it ( Read more... )

Let it be known: I love romantic comedies, and even drama-y romances. I love, love, love Anne Hathaway (and not just because several people in my life have told me I look like her). So I have no problems with either of the above. BUT ( Read more... )

I just want to watch Titanic and cry.... is that really so much to ask?

And I just want Kate Winslet and Leo DiCaprio to be in love because they make me want to believe that love exists.

And this is unreasonably pathetic. Nothing bad happened, I promise. I'm just being hormonal or emotional or... idk something. 

I looked in the mirror today and saw who you have seen all along these past six years. It makes my heart ache ( Read more... )

For some reason, it only just hit me how outrageous my behavior was last night when I was talking to S. Emotional Me and Rational Me had a fight, and CLEARLY Emotional Me won. And Emotional Me has a flare for the dramatic and no concept of personal space. I don't even ( Read more... )

I'm a little broken-hearted in more ways than one ( Read more... )

I got some strange, bizarre and fairly upsetting news tonight and I'm writing about it here because I'm having a lot of feelings and I don't know quite what to do with them besides sit here and literally physically shake and try not to cry ( Read more... )